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i'm quite sure there'll never be a reason to smile again, never ever ever. as long as i'm in nanyang. think i should transfer to a ulu neighbourhood school. not a bad idea right.

i'm seriously considering quitting skating, just that it's a little wasted. i hate performing, on ice alone, and even for piano. yesterday was a good example, cos i was practically trembling, and all the notes were unclear. i think i was rushing too, good thing no one noticed.

history test sucked. really sucked. sucked. i'm SO GOING TO DROP HISTORY next year. the first thing i shall write in my application form for whatever thing is NO FREAKING HISTORY. ok i won't write it so crudely, but i will still write NO HISTORY in caps and really humongous. if i can that is.

i'm going to fail, i'm going to die i'm going to fail, i'm going to die i'm going to fail i'm going to die HISTORY SUCKS HISTORY SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS I'M OFFICIALLY DEAD.

for the time being. history has no logic, makes no sense, is irrelavant to anything in life, and is boring. geography rocks like crazy one thousand million times more.

NANYANG SUCKS. MY PARENTS SUCK, EVERYTHING IN LIFE SUCK

and in the first time in my life, i lost money today. and it's 10dollars. it'll last me a week, and i totally saved it from my pocketmoney this month. whoever took it, i so totally hate you forever. and if i ever find out, i'll definately complain. even if i DO get the money back.

BY THE WAY, IN FUTURE DO NO EVER EVER TAKE ANYTHING FROM ME TO TRICK ME/MAKE FUN OF ME, I'M SO GOING TO GET IRRITATED AND PISSED BECAUSE OF TODAY'S INCIDENT. I HOPE ANYONE (ESP FROM 209) WHO READS THIS KEEPS THIS IS MIND, BECAUSE I REALLY GOT SCOLDED LIKE CRAZY AND I'M DAMNED DAMNED PISSED.

today sucked, and i'm really starting to hate nanyang and everything in my life. today's the suckiest ever, even if i'm getting to sit with jan again next month.

I'M NEVER SMILING AGAIN